December 18, 2009

How could you be so heartless?

Umm, I always want to come and write on this blog but I never have time anymore. I wish I had like a portable keyboard on me at all times (haha I guess interent on cellphones would work) to write down all these crazy, annoying thoughts that run through my head.

I've realized I have no clue who God is
or what God is
or where God is,
or what "God" means in my life...
I thought I did... but I don't.
And I'm not believing the enemy by saying this.
I truly have missed the greatness of God.
Oh I've tasted it!, but I don't have it.
And I'm running from it.
Because I'm tired.
And my mind needs a break.

But the coldness of my heart is not fun, i can tell ya that.

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